It's all different and yet the same.

It’s all different and yet the same,
It’s all gone, and this way came,
It’s dead, and has been reborn,
It’s another puzzle, yet again.

It’s different, without you here,
But it’s the same with you in my mind, m’dear.
It’s all gone, you aren’t talking,
This way comes sorrow, in it, I’m writhing.

It’s dead and gone, your trust,
But mine has been reborn, I understood I was unjust.
It’s a puzzle, now revealed,
The hidden meaning, dissected, for you to see.

I’ll always care for you, please know this much,
I’ll always hope for the best for you, when you need me, I’ll be your crutch.
No matter what happens, you’ll find a friend in me,
Because I never let go of best friends, I will not flee.

Yes, it’s different now, my world has changed,
But in my memory, it’s all the same,
I know our friendship has been considered lost,
With you, I don’t want to lose touch,


Hey, it’s easy, if you only forgive,
Life doesn’t have to consist of endless misery,
Life is beautiful, even I realize,
But it would have been magical, if you opened your eyes.

Even pain has beauty, beautiful is every experience,
Pain has intensity, as does repentance,
Aha, but I cannot love it, as I loved you,
Because pain is a burning flame, it isn’t the soothing blue.

So, now, my life’s different and all the same,
You are gone, and pain, this way, came,
My puzzle has been revealed, without a clue,
But even my clever puzzles feel useless when not solved by you.

11:57 pm, 5th January, 2010.